Archive for November, 2012

Where to Begin…

Friday, November 23rd, 2012

If you want to understand something in true essence, where would you propose to start?At the beginning, surely…?

Stands to reason, yet here we are, a hyper evolved species with the intellectual insight to question the meaning of our own selves and much to our dismay we seek answers in our mind, a latent event on the ladder of our time.

Our ancestors were in no doubt about our origins, they worshiped the Sun and how ironic it seems that we regard such practices today as the act of a primitive mind. Apparently we know better than these savage pagans, we worship a God that refuses to reveal himself outside of the conjecture of those who chose to endorse blind faith as a motif.

Let’s try our ancestral view on for a moment, what would life be on this planet without the Sun? Surely I don’t need to answer that question so let’s try this - would our planet even exist, were it not for a star going several times super nova, are we not, in fact, the children of the stars? It seems preposterous to adopt our own contrived notion, born out of our own latent anthropomorphic psychology over the facts as they are.

We are not incidental in the Universe, we are no more of a cosmic accident than the Cosmos itself, much as some neo-Darwinist might have it said otherwise. Look around you at the wonder of nature, nothing so intrinsically complex could have been seeded by pure random chance, I know this for a fact because I have been back to the beginning…

No, this is not idle arm chair speculation about the Big Bang, I am talking about the journey we are all capable of making, back to the deepest part your your self, something that can only ever be approached intellectually but never reached in mind because this is not a concept, it cannot be known as such.

Take a look at your hands, follow them to your feet, now feel your gaze sink into the ground beneath you, notice how you may sometimes feel separate from the ground but the truth is that you grew from the ground, just like every other organic being on this planet. Being human does not exclude you from the biosphere, much as some rather naive speculations might suggest. We are the children of the planet, the planet is the child of the stars and the stars of the Cosmos itself, everything is connected, you just have to feel it.

So where do I sign up, I hear you shout? The answer is simple, it’s already in you, in the matrix of yourself, your body is your heritage. Follow the blood cells in your veins and they will take you right back through time, to the place of your birth, don’t buy into the cheap thrills of your mind and all the pseudo-psychic nonsense being pedaled as a solution in today’s spiritual mess. The answer is in you, this is physical, this is the code in your DNA, the very language of space and time itself, follow your body, it will take you home….

 

Be Here Now

Tuesday, November 13th, 2012

Knowing when to act on your opponent is the essence of martial arts, strike too soon and you might over extend, too late and you may miss, one must find the perfect moment to be or not to be and that moment is only ever now.

The magic of being human is our ability to plan and prepare as well as to be able to remember and reminisce, something made capable by the X factor in our species, the mind, but contrary to our common view, it is not here that we find the illusive now, the mind simply acts to bookend this event and hence if we are to find true perfection in our performance, we must learn to look deeper.

Try this exercise for me - cast your mind back to a memory from some time ago…now try to anticipate some random future event in your life, take a moment to think about it….. OK, with this exercise complete, try the same with your body… Of course you can’t, your body is only ever in the now, it cannot be in the future or the past, it is only ever exactly here in the present moment.

Although we habituate the ever flowing present moment, for most of us, it is the past or the present that we attach to and this is because most of us live in our minds. What most of us do not know is that there is a deeper aspect to our selves, our true selves, the inner witness that does not judge or tie up events with the prejudice of our biased notions, we call it the higher self, the subconscious, even God. It is part of us and we are part of it, continuously drawn to its wisdom, we call this intuition and it is the flame that burns deep in our consciousness.

Most of us are so drawn into our minds that we never truly feel the gravity of the inner self but to experience it is to know it. Between the self and the circumstance lies the mind or the ego but the self can see through the illusion, the now, it can see directly and it is this direct vision of the present moment that we seek to know through martial arts practice.

Eons ago, the molecule gave rise to the monkey, the monkey to the man and the man to the mind but somewhere along that road, we as a species became consumed by the wonder of our own imagination and it would seem that many of us are simply lost in there, fueling a world of conjecture and speculation. Now nature beckons us to make that journey back to our origins and to do so, we must reconnect with the body, it is here we may approach the inner self.

The inner witness does not practice one style or another, he is neutral at every moment, reaching only for the tool that is required to fit the job at hand, nothing is done in excess and nothing is lacked. This was Bruce Lee’s vision when he spoke about Jeet Kune Do, a realization of the self that would transcend the ego of various systems or styles of martial art.

I grew up in a world where karate was still karate and Kung Fu was (to my generation) a separate system. We were taught to believe that one should chose a system and know it sufficiently to handle any situation but this was sorely exposed to be a terrific falsehood in the year of our lord, 1993. This was the first ever licensed mixed martial arts event that the Western World was ever exposed to, it was called the Ultimate Fighting Championship (UFC) and the result was shocking, a little Brazilian wrestler known as Royce Gracie dominated the event and went on to hold that title for some time afterwards. What was particularly curious about him was the way he fought or perhaps didn’t fight, at least not as we knew it, he pretty much didn’t punch or kick!

Here we had a humble man, tying up his opponents with their own limbs with what he called “Gracie Jiu-Jitsu” we were witnessing the fully realized martial artist, he was not practicing any particular style, it was his style, it was his inner self that was performing, this was a direct expression of the self and hence the name (Gracie, his birth name). This was what Bruce Lee had envisioned when he shod his Kung Fu robes for his iconic yellow track suit, he was no longer practicing his traditional Wing Chun, he was simply Bruce.

The only way, we can grow as a spiritual being is to let go of the egoic mind and find the stillness of the inner self. All knowledge is available to us in here, there is no indecision, just pure acceptance. Race driver Ayrton Senna used to speak of being “above consciousness” when he drove, athletes call this “peak flow” . Bruce Lee described it as “feeling and not thinking”. It is the inner architect that we seek in this experience, the direct vision that only exists in the now, something that cannot be approached intellectually, it simply has to be experienced directly.

This place is in you, it is in all of us but it can seem so far as to not exist for so many of us but it watches over us and guides our every decision if we are simply mindful enough to listen. The deepest secret of martial arts is to surrender to each moment and let matters be exactly as they are, not to question as to question is to hesitate and it is hesitation that takes us outside the now. The primordial force of the Universe is energy, a constant flux that we are enmeshed in, our purpose is to find our current in this motif and to flow with it to our ultimate truth. All you ever need to know, you already know, you simply have to know this to be true…all is exactly how it supposed to be, it could be no other way, you simply have to accept this and learn to see from the deepest part of you, then you will be a fully realized self, you will be happy.

Empty Your Mind, Fill Your Body….

Tuesday, November 6th, 2012
The way I look at things is that we are in a constant state of reflection, taking information in during day time and reflecting on it at night, this is what dreaming acts as, a place of reflection.
The act of reflection is a turbulent one as we are constantly bombarded with novel influences and it is for this reason that the world is in a continuous flux to our psyche. In this regard, dreaming may be cited as a kind of filing system for the organism to forge a sense of order, without the critical offerings of the consciously aware mind to interfere with the activity and hence an arguably more objective sense of events is allowed

The way I look at things is that we are in a constant state of reflection, taking information in during day time and reflecting on it at night, this is what dreaming acts as, a place of reflection.

The act of reflection is a turbulent one as we are constantly bombarded with novel influences and it is for this reason that the world is in a continuous flux to our psyche. In this regard, dreaming may be cited as a kind of filing system for the organism to forge a sense of order, without the critical offerings of the consciously aware mind to interfere with the activity and hence an arguably more objective sense of events is allowed to ensue.
The supervising role played by the critical function, that ordinarily gives us our sense of executive awareness is absent from dreams by design rather than default, so what this means, in effect, is that we are not necessarily invited to participate in the supervision of our own psyche at this level but neither were we meant to fly, so why should we sleep walk through our dreaming nights?
A lucid dream offers us the unique opportunity of being able to interact with very specific parts of our selves, we can literally face our fears directly and learn to engage our deeper selves to resolve a variety of matters. As an example, we might be lucid and observe another dream person who’s motivation seems questionable - we could approach him/her and ask “What do you represent?”
An answer at this level of the self could have huge insight. One may benefit greatly from such an approach as we are acting as the tech to our own minds in here. 6 minutes face to face with the inner self might save one 6 months of therapy, who knows?
Where do I sign up for this, I hear you ask?
Right here in your head now!
This is not something you cannot achieve. On the contrary, you already dream, that’s half the battle, now all you have to do is recognise that you are dreaming. OK, that’s a little trickier but by no means impossible, it is simply a case of discipline and dedication.
The first step towards a more lucid life is stillness in the self. A rough sea shows no reflection but still waters allow us to reflect matters to see things as they are, this was the first mirror that nature showed man and it is a metaphor for the self, be still and learn to see things as they are.
When I talk of stillness, it is a kind of emptiness I speak of. It is the mind that attaches to past and anticipates future but the body is only ever in the present moment
A return to the body therefore is what one must find and this is something Tai Chi, yoga or similar can add to your practice, find yourself someone who resonates with you and your purpose and prepare to go deep…this road will lead you there